You hit the nail on the head. A man once said let the man who is without sin cast the first stone. It is a daily struggle for me. Yes, when I see a cute boy, I love looking at him, then I start counting how many I see in a day. I don't follow them around, stalk them. jump out from behind bushes. If they speak to me, I will speak back. When I worked at the airport, I have helped boys use the bathroom, usually five to seven year olds. I have the attraction but not the urge for young boys.