This is my two hundredth article

I have written many articles for both Vocal and Medium. Matter of fact both sites mirror each other except in most cases the articles are longer for Vocal to meet the six hundred word requirement.

I have covered many subjects, the war in Ukraine, the mistreatment of the citizens of the Ukraine by Russia, and I have even written article to where I let you all know some very deep personal stuff about me. That article was better received than expected. I have discussed gun control and mental health.

I have discussed depression in a way that people may or may not understand. But this time, I am going to write it from a personal stand point. See I suffer from depression, ptsd and anxiety. Mainly from being raped as a boy, being used in child porn videos by some men, I’m not really complaining the sex was good but I didn’t know they were making videos of us. In this article, you will meet the people I have known that has committed suicide and how I have known them.

David Coleman age twenty, I worked with him in Boy Scouts. He wanted to be a test pilot. He was looking at schools when his parents went through his online search content and found his gay pornography. They gave him a week to move out, told him they weren’t paying for his college and to never return. The next night his parents went to the grocery store and came in looking for David, he was laying in their bed gun beside the body and blood all over the place.